or lack there of

I guess I haven't acutally blogged in a while so I'm making up for lost time I suppose.

I can't wait until like 3 years later or something and I just randomly look back at all these posts and I read them over again and I go "I was so young, and stupid."

I'm currently listening to Unpretty by TLC. I am actually in love with this song. Oh joy, my favorite part is coming up.

"at the end of the day i have myself to blame, i'm just trippin."

well that was my favorite part to sing. not actually my favorite part. I really like the refrain ha too bad I honestly do not know what they are saying. I've thought about looking up the lyrics but that would just deprive me of my imagination. what a pity that would be.

I remember what my favorite part is and it is coming up for real this time.

Sometimes I feel unpretty, okay i liked. I do a lot. I might come off as very confident and a secure person but that's really just my personality overshadowing my self esteem...or lack there of.

maybe get rid of you and then i'll get back to me.